It's Friday, finally. The weekdays are such a struggle. The hardest part? Dragging myself out of bed every morning. Tough fight!
You see every night, I'm ready for bed by about 11pm or so,but only get to really sleep hours later. I fall into this semi-sleep first, tossing and turning to find a comfortable position, then by the time I do get into deep sleep,its just a few short hours before the damned alarm goes off. Then snooze fest starts.
Ever since I got pregnant, the thought has crossed my mind several times, to start my own thing - to be autonomous. I know that takes a lot of commitment too, but at least at some point if the business is successful, I can have some degree of autonomy. Not having to worry about how many medical leaves I've taken, or having to fight the urge to take a nap when nap monster attacks, better still NOT going through the same old sickening rush hour traffic to get to work, then later the traffic to get home. It's just tiring.
Perhaps this is just my hormones talking, but yea I've got a craving for autonomy - and unlike food cravings, dont think this one will be easy to appease.
I am however super grateful that I have an understanding boss. That takes a pretty big load off my shoulder.
A few more hours to close of business, I am looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow. I've been told that that sleeping will be considered a luxury once the baby arrives. So I'm going to sleep as much as I can, while I can.
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